29 September 2010

look up.

up

sometimes it knocks me back, the way sorrow seems to cleave my beloveds into halves or splinter you into a thousand fragments of grief, raw betrayal. and i scrabble to help you breathe in the middle of this, and i’m no good.

still: i love you.

i see you.

and i see its unfair and everything that was sturdy has slid through your fingers like dust and the axis has been yanked from the spine of the earth so that life bleeds and crashes and the view is tarred sticky with despair and the most unfair and beautiful thing of all is this: God on a cross, dying to redeem even here. even you.

12 comments:

Shannan Martin said...

Yes.

Farmgirl Paints said...

speechless

Sami Jo said...

This was so raw but oh so beautifully written. Thank you, hon.

Hearts, The Lady

Unknown said...

this is truth.

Mommy Emily said...

you don't know how i needed this....

((thank you))

amy luella said...

yes. to the pain and the beauty.

Jeanne Oliver said...

Beautiful truth!

fingerprints said...

This makes me think of the two families I have just learned have split. :(

JD

Kimberly Vanderhorst said...

Even when you write about pain you are a poetess and your words are full of beauty and grace and hope.

www.fingerprintsfromhishand.we said...

This makes me think of the two families I have just learned have split. :(

JD

emily wierenga said...

you don't know how i needed this....

((thank you))

Farmgirl Paints said...

speechless